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So Christmas eh! What a crock of poo!
I love this time of year, but this year I shall be alone with the kids. I have actually been crying as I had a flood of emotion. How fucking sad!
Which means me doing all the cooking, all the cleaning, not being able to drink, no-one to talk to, no-one to wake up with and exchange "dodgy" gifts with... In fact, I'm not even sure I'm gonna get any Xmas presents this year! Back to the good old days of being a JW I suppose - hahahahahaha *vomit* !!!
The plus side is that the kids are staying on Xmas Eve, meaning they get to wake up Xmas Day at mine to have their presents. There will hopefully be a large Santa sack for them each, stuffed full of whatever I've been able to afford for them this year (and not a lot cos my company fucked up my last pay cheque and paid into the wrong bank account where I owed a few hundred pounds and had to clear the debt before they would let me have the remainder)
A few years ago I was criticised for putting plans for my Xmas dinner (what it was and where I was getting it) here on the blog - but frankly, its an easy place to keep my shopping list. And so, to rekindle that tradition, over the weekend I shall work out what I require and the list will go up :)
Anyway - back to my current fug! I have a huge number of friends, several very, very close friends and yet being the singular adult on Xmas Day, just seems like too much at the moment. I wont get to see many of them during those couple of days (expecially as loads of them have all fallen out with each other!). The kids will be going back to their mums later on Xmas Day and then I shall be going out and seeing people, getting pissed, etc. But it just doesnt seem enough...
Fortunately, I am on holiday from the 21st Dec to the 2nd January - so I shall be making the best use of my time and drinking myself stupid and trying to get laid for Xmas. Sod the presents - someone give me a blow job!
Anyway, the kids are coming for the weekend later, Chan to have his b/day stuff (pressies today, tobogganing tomorrow), etc so hopefully they can pull me out of it. We'll do some Xmas shopping on Sunday (buying presents for other people from me and them) and maybe do a bit of present wrapping even. Watch out Boots - here we come!
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