So I've had 2 nights on the trot when I have slept. I feel infinitely more un-tired (is thats a word!). I also ate a huge meal (for me) last night that John made but today I don't feel at all hungry.

I moved the bedroom around yesterday. You know, new start, new life, etc. Simplified and tidied. Thats the ground floor and middle floors sorted out. Just the top floor to organise - and a lot of that will be throwing stuff away. Some might end up on eBay but I don't have the drive to do it. Today I stayed in/on bed all day - and I haven't got myself a headache! Something is definately wrong with me.

Tonight is Bingo at the pub and then off to see Tim, Kim et al down The London for a while. Tomorrow sees me going for my first counselling session - an initial appraisal of how fucked up I am :)

I thought it was last Thursday and rang them 1hr before my appointment to check that I had the right directions only to be told that it was the following week. Good job I didn't turn up or they would have thought I was a right nut job.

Tomorrow night would have seen me down the Back Bar checking out the acoustic night, but as it is the last Thursday of the month, it'll be the music quiz night. Quiz nights are normally cool - but a music quiz in a pub full of musicians is just asking for failure.

Anyway, I'll update tomorrow with details of what happened at my counselling session and whether I've been sectioned or not. If I have been, I won't be updating of course...

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