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And, as predicted, its all started again.
Bimbo just called and said that Rhiannon was having a benny about coming with me at the weekend. So, as she doesnt want to come, I haven't got them this weekend. I can feel it all happening again and I'm scared, so very scared. I didnt get Chandler the last weekend I was supposed to have them, didnt see them last Friday like I was meant to and now I'm not having them this weekend :(
I'm crying at my desk and I want my kids...
Typical really. I wrote a Haiku yesterday about them. Here it is. I'm really not feeling very good now.
My girl Rhiannon
And my sunshine boy Chandler
Without, My heart bleeds
Bear in mind that I wrote that yesterday, along with the ones below. My mind plays hideous tricks on me, or I have premonitions.
Life, etc
The bitch she changes
Beloved access at a whim.
So contact order.
My best friend Peter
Involves himself with madness.
I despair at him.
Plus I wrote some about Shell...
Love
Heart beat and quicken
For she has walked in the room
With a smile for me.
In every night
I find solace in my Shell
Saves me from sadness
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