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Well - I took Bimbo to the hospital. She didnt have the operation today as the swelling is still too much, so she has to go back again next week.
So I didnt get the kids all day today :(
I'm feeling a bit shitty about that really. I wanted to have them, but on the grounds Bimbo was at home, it meant I could so some work, etc.
Chandler was most upset when I left. He has been like that the last few times he has been with me. Tanya took him out of the car (when I was dropping them home) while I emptied the boot. Partway into the house, he was kicking up so much stink and holding his arms out to me, I swapped the pram for Chandler. He stopped crying immediately and started smiling. Then, 2 minutes later, I handed him to Bimbo and it all started again. I really think he knows who I am now and people have remarked on how much of a Daddys Boy he is. If I leave the room or anything, he creates. I think its great, but it really hurts deep down whenever I leave him. [tears at this point]
Rhiannon is getting better at leaving me now. She understands, I think, that she is going to see me again soon, so she has nothing to worry about. Chandler doesnt. The age Chandler is now is the best age and I wish both of them were that age and could stay that age. He will be 18 months old on June 6th.
Bimbo also spoke today about arrangements for the summer holidays and Xmas holidays. At Xmas, I am at Center Parcs (as always), as is Bimbo. So we have agreed to split the week with the kids. Bimbo will have them Monday - Wednesday and I will have them Thursday - Sunday. As to what to do about the summer holidays, I dont know yet.
I am having them for 2 weeks in the summer, but am going to split that into 2 seperate weeks. We will definately go away during those weeks (probably just for a couple of days at a time). I would like to show them around England a bit, but being sat in a car is incredibly boring. Rhiannon wants to go camping at one point, so we might do that for a couple of nights down in Cornwall or something. The other week - god knows - but I dont want to stay at home with them, as that would be horrible for them.
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